All i need is u..now..

Sometimes i wonder..
why can't i fall in love with others..even i try to love others..
still i can't show that i really love them..
even how hard i tried..

it's because of these heart already belong to someone..
It's not easy to let go of someone that been with u for such a long time..
Sharing wonderful moments that making u happy..
Even i cried while typing these letters..
how much do i say i missed her..
every seconds in my life asking how she was today..
what does she do atm..
but..

Things cannot be the same again..
n im the one to blame..
I don't want to see her tears again bcause of me..
I can't see her smiles again..
I lost the love that meant so much to me..

I always told her that please don't care bout things that people says bout us before..
Im willing to learn everythng bout her if given the chances..
everyday waking up at the same time..
saying that i love u to each other..

U may call me a lovers..a sweet talk..
n yes i do..but all of them was from my heart..
I can't makes things that i love to do for her..
that is making poems..
Coz everytime im thinkin of it..
my heart aches..coz i missed her so much..

Im sorry that im not a romantic guy to u..
but i'll try to be one someday..

all i need is u..